1st Anniversary + The Two Faces of Autumn

September 21, 2015
Hello lovely people on the Internet! It's me Jenny~

I can still remember the day so clearly. It was a rainy day and the sky felt like it was going to break down soon. I was still wearing my PJs and then the idea of starting a blog popped into my head. So after a year I'm sitting in my PJs again and it is raining again. What a coincidence! :) I'm really happy that I started this blog and I'm very proud to say that 'itsmeeejenny' is one year old. I almost feel like a proud mom, who is watching their child growing up. 

Well, I need to thank a lot of people, who have supported my blog! Thank you my lovely readers and blogger friends! I am nothing without your support! After seeing how one year has worked for me, I came to realize that I need to work much harder! Sadly, I've been working very lazily for the last months. I hope that I will work much harder on my blog and its content. You can count on me!!

So here's a small surprise for you!!I made a small photoshoot, which turned out pretty funny~ It's not a professional one and I hope that I will improve soon on my skills! The name of my small shoot is "The Two Faces of Autumn". You can also read my self written poem, which suits the theme perfectly! The song 'Fear' of Minho inspired me to do this, so it had some influence on my poem. That's why I took some song parts and incorporated them into my poem :D I hope you'll like it!
I've always been alone with my broken soul
When I look into my mirror, I see my enemy,
Who's wearing a mask with a fake smile on it.

I don't want to make people worry about me,
But I yearn for the pity and it makes me sick.
People say that I'd always been such a bright kid.
I know how to act, I know how to fake it all...

I wear a mask for 24 hours  per day,
An act which no one can see through.
Not even my family can see my true self.
"Hey you idiot, don't make it obvious that you're not alright."
- But I want to escape from my painful life and start from scratch.
Living a life full of fictions are much harder to deal with, than a life full of memories.

"Don't stop. There's still a lot to do."
- For myself or for the other people?
"Be strong, I know you're lonely!"
- It's so easy to say, but the reality is not like that.

"But you need to get through it."
- Helping won't affect anything. I am hopeless.
"Are you crying? Stop crying and take responsibility once more."- I've always been alone with my broken soul...

Thank you very much for supporting my little blog once again! 



  1. Congrats on the 1 year, Jenny! Beautiful poetry and lovely photoshoot :) and it's okay I understand laziness too haha

    1. Thank you sooo much! :) I'm very grateful that you are a constant reader !:)
      Laziness is kinda hard to fight against xD

  2. Omg happy 1 year anniversary ♡♡♡ Your blog has improved so much throughout the year :-) I still remember you first few posts :D I love the poem and the photos you took Jenny ^-^ ♡ I hope youll continue blogging for a long time :-)

    1. Thank you my lovely friend T_T Your words hit the soft spot haha I will continue blogging until I close my eyes forever hahah Sounds a bit cheesy lol

  3. Yays to your first anniversary and many to come Jenny! ^_^ thank you for always popping by too, I am busy lately but I will come by once in awhile sweetie <3

    Celly | Asian Beauty and Makeup Blog

  4. Congrats!!! I'm go glad that you've continued to blog since you're so sweet!

  5. Congrats on your first year, Jenny! Eek, I'm in love with your contacts! Where are they from?!

    May | THE MAYDEN | Bloglovin'

  6. Congratulations on your first anniversary! :'D
    I love your little poem, you have a really nice way of writing and you look so pretty in those photos! <3


  7. Congratulations on your blog anniversary! You are so pretty! :D xx

    elizabeth | ”Ice Cream” whispers Clara | bloglovin follow for follow

  8. CONGRATULATIONS !!!!!! I think laziness is so common when blogging , and sometimes I think its ok to take a time out and enjoy life, I look forward to many more post ...x

  9. Congratulations on your ONE YEAR!!! ^__^ Your photos are beautiful and the poem is very well written! Thank you for sharing!~
    Junniku blog! (Korean beauty blog)

  10. Congratulations on your 1st blog anniversary Jenny!!
    hehe super happy for you! :D I've always enjoyed reading your blogposts ♡
    xx Charmaine

    Charrmyn || Sapphire 8 in 1 Curler Review

  11. happy 1 year as a blogger dear. love your look here it's s cute. thanks for the visit keep in touch =) http://anotsosecretlife2011.blogspot.jp/


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