Life Update: Exo's Comeback? Bullying? Stress?

March 28, 2015
Hey lovely people on the internet! It's me Jenny~

Guess who's just finished all the exams? ME! Time for more blogging ! Plus, I think of changing my blog background a bit c: But I'm so bad at this! Help?

So today, I want to talk about my problem, which I shared with you last time:

I'm finally back to my old self again! I'm much brighter and happier again! My small 'depression' phase is over....After fighting for months! I start to see all the happy things around me again and not all the sad and depressing things! I don't hide my pain with a fake smile again. I found the way out of my misery  How? Well, it took a lot of time and writing poems helped me a lot! It's a great way to express your emotions and thoughts. Plus, listening to music is perfect for your soul! :) I can deal with stress now and this is great! 

Well, the situation in highschool got a bit better. My friend 'AL' (it's my nickname for her lol, but she hates it)  had persuaded me to talk to my teacher about the problem with the guys in my class. The guys were spreading rumors about me, badmouthing etc.... So my teacher talked about this problem with the other teachers, so they can observe the people in my class and call them out for their shit. After that we would have had a talk with them. 
BUT after that our class needed to change seats. We drew lots and I got C, who is a really terrible person (very racist, arrogant and manipulative) . I started to cry and ran out of the room xD After that my teacher decided to let me sit next to my best friend N. The boys thought that this would be unfair. They started to say that I was an attention whore and I only got this change, because I was a girl...... My friend AL started to yell at them and call them out for their shit. My teacher helped me, too. But this other boy T (he seems like the leader; racist; ignorant) started to argue with them. Then I stood up and said to all the boys:" I did not get this change, because I am a girl. It's because of you, who treat me like shit and comment about everything I do. Don't you know how all these comments can hurt a person? This is stupid. Is it wrong to be not normal? Your comments hurt me...." Well, I cried a lot at this part. The cry part is a bit dramatized xD *cough I love acting cough* (This is such a melodrama lol) Everybody was silent in the room. 
The sad part of this story is that they didn't show any sorrow or guilt. They haven't apologized or so. I don't care about those fake apologies, but at least they should have shown regrets about their wrongdoings. #sadreality
They are under the observation of the teachers now, so they won't make any comments or so for a while. But I think that they will start after a few months again. I know that, because I've known them for my whole life. (Which annoys me haha)

But thanks a lot for my few friends that supported me through everything <3 AL, N, S, K, H and Mindy
They won't read this, because it's still a bit embarrassing for me!

And now about my favorite part of life: EXO 

 Weeks full of teasers, anticipation and Exo-Ls being Sherlock Holmes! (Well, I was one to but never mind lol) Exo had their Exo'luxion concerts and I was following the concerts on the other side of the world. (I wish I could have been there) But the streaming was so good! I just imagined myself being there haha.
The new songs are amazing and 'The Promise' made me cry a lot. It's such a flawless and emotinal song, which is dedicated to us, Exo-Ls. 

exo’s new logo!
And the description of the characters came out o.o Chanyeol is gonna be the male lead (auipadjsafükajfasoaü+fjijwap) My idiot...

I cannot wait for the drama! Booyaaa!

Finally, Call Me Baby was released! It's such a catchy song and I love it <3 The whole version is hella incredible! I cannot wait for the whole 'Exodus' album. 
Some of you've heard that SM is gonna release 20 different albums and this is somehow cool!! Well, it's bad for my money xD I cannot buy all those albums >< I'm not as rich as Suho! (I'm not a money tree, Sm hahah!) But I preordered: Exodus Chanyeol Korean Version *-* 
Exo's comeback was a bit stressful! I was spending hours awake, because of the comeback. So, in the morning I had an accident with my bycycle and I kissed the floor :D. A few bruises only! I laughed it off, but I spent my night at the hospital. I had an overdose. #justkidding This is such a bad exo joke. 
Anyway, my sister had something with her leg, because of P.E. My family made a drama about it and we headed to the hospital. Nothing serious. Thank god! :) Somehow, it was bad luck!

Well, Exo's songs made me so happy and I forgot all my pain lol.

What about my skin problem?- Well, I'm gonna talk about this in my upcoming post~ Stay tuned hehe.

Let's take a nap haha!

Question: How have your been? :)

I almost forgot to say a HUGE thank you to all the people who commented on my last Life Update post! You made me so happy with your kind words and advices! <3 I will never forget this!
Jenny <3


  1. Congrats on finishing your exams!

    I've been working and studying on school the past few weeks, and I can't believe I missed your previous posts ;( However, I'm glad you're feeling much better! I live 15 minutes away from Mexico's border, so I can relate to racism against Asians. If you don't speak Spanish down here, you're pretty much worthless. I can't tell you how many times I've been rejected for a job just because I didn't know Spanish. I even used to work as a Substitute Teacher and little kids would comment on my eyes and cuss at me in Spanish.

    But pay no attention to them cause you're an amazing person. So glad that you're smiling more.

    1. Hey Nicole~ You don't need to feel bad about missing a few posts about me haha! Thanks a lot for your help ♥
      Wahh it sounds terrible! :/ It's awful how they treat you, because you don't deserve this! It's not your fault that you cannot speak Spanish -_- Hopefully, this doesn't bring you down!

      Aww your words are so cute c: Thanks!

  2. Yay! I'm glad that your situation is getting better. Your friend also sounds great for standing up for you! I remember getting advice that you don't have to smile if you don't want to, and I feel like that's important to remember. I've gotten to the point in my life where if someone does something racist or sexist to me, I do call them out on their shit because it is not okay. I know that it's harder to do that in high school, but I find you incredibly brave for doing so.

    AND EXOOOO. OMG. Their new song is so good <3 I don't follow kpop as much as I did in high school and so I didn't get the hints, but I'm so glad that they're finally coming back. I also really like Miss A and so I'm glad that they're releasing new music soon too. I thought they would postpone their comeback because of Suzy and Lee Minho, but I'm really glad it wasn't.

    1. Hey Hao♥ She's a great person! She has been gone through so much and she has still got the time to help me...I cannot be more thankful! I see what you mean there...But I think smiling ,even though you are hurt, will give you the power to fight harder!
      It's great that you call them out for their shit! They will understand the problem more and learn through this! But these butthurt people in my class will never learn hahha :D

      CALL ME BABY SLAYS! THEIR VOICES MADE MY HEART SKIP A BEAT <3 Well, the hints were pretty difficult and I had such a stupid theory lol So I guess that working as a detective won't work out well haha!
      The new song isn't as good as 'Hush', but it's still nice c: I'm still a bit shocked about their sudden relationship....Somehow I cannot realize this xD

      But thanks for you kind words <3 You are the best!

  3. Aww I am glad things took a better turn. Life is just full of its mysteries and I am sure things will get better with your constant efforts at it. Stay positive and strong gg ;))

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    1. Followed you on GFC too, because that's where I usually read blogs <3 Looking forward to your next post ^_^

    2. Celly! Thanks a lot for your supportive words! I will think of them~ I will stay strong!

      Aww thanks for the follow c: Hopefully, I won't disappoint you!

  4. Oh wow! I'm glad the situation is getting a bit better, in the sense you don't need to feel ashamed for being "different" or not "normal". LOL just because you don't dress or like the same things as the rest of the doesn't make you any less of a person! I hope you can continue to stay positive and love yourself :) Those guys aren't worth it!

    Plus you are super cute! So it's their loss :)

    Mia - Rainbow Road

    1. Thanks a lot, Mia! Your words are as cute as sugar ♪ I'm so thankful for your comment and I will never let me down, because of those fools!

      Awww so nice ♥

  5. Glad you are feeling better now. Sometimes we just need to let it out. Don't hide your feelings. You have friends who will be with you. :)
    Btw, I love Exo too and I can't wait for their comeback! Though I am sad I won't see Luhan and Kris anymore. But Sehun's my bias anyway...

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    1. I agree with you! Thanks a lot~
      Yes their comeback is fantastic! But the thing with Kris and Luhan bothers me too :/ It made me so sad >< But we need to move forward!
      Well, who doesn't love Sehun?:D

  6. Awwww its nice to know you're feeling better now :D girl, if i was at your school, i would cut a bitch for you, i dont care!! hahahaha! I don't understand why you're being bullied, you're too much of a cutie wtf! Maybe secretly deep down inside they either like you or envy your uniqueness~
    I had a feeling you would blog about EXOs comeback..... hahahaha!! My Sehun bby <333

    1. Awww you are so nice c: Well, people are cruel for no reason xD That's why wars exist...
      Thanks a lot for supporting me c: I'm feeling much better!!
      Haha you know me well xD Sehun-ah has got black hair now o.o I'm missing his brown hair urggg

  7. Surround your self with good friends and I'm sure you'll be okay :)

  8. Glad yourself feeling better now! Stay strong and positive ^__^ and my god EXO's new album is perfectttttt!

    1. Thanks a lot and I will! :)
      Yes I totally agree!! ♥

  9. My best wishes, and all my support, you need be strong, but I know that you are very brave!
    God Bless you always

  10. Stay Strong Jenny!
    You're very blessed and lucky to have really caring friends, treasure them!
    As hard as it is to do, please just let their comments brush past you >< People can say what ever they want, but only you'll know what's true or not. + If they see a lack of reaction from you, they may get "bored' and eventually stop.
    hhehee YESSHH!! EXOO COMEBACK!!! lol if you don't mind, come check out my new post of my new K-pop review series! Its' on EXO!! <3
    xx Charmaine

    Charrmyn || Exo Review

    1. Thank you so much Charmaine!! You're right....I should try to ignore them and maybe this will help a bit! Thanks for the tip~
      EXO SARANGHAJA XD I read yours and it's great! I left a huge comment lol

  11. Oh just forget those horrid racist guys! I remember when people are racist to me I usually just look at them with a straight face OR dumbfounded-ly as if I don't have a clue what they're saying OR I look at them with a straight face, then they're like 'what?' face and I pull a quick small smirk and then walk away. And just so you know their faces are hilarious after that :D But you seem too nice to do something like that so hang in there and just ignore them! I'm glad you have lots of friends so I guess there's no worries on that part :) They're not worth your time!

    About EXO... ugh! I'm not an EXO fan but glad they got it going and had a comeback! I am not entirely sure about the song though lol D: I am sorry! OTL Maybe ... it'll grow on me! lol :)

    Also I have nominated you for the Liebstar Award! I am not sure if you have been nominated but I just think you deserve more followers and public attention so I just put you on my list for sure! Link:

    Nicole x

    1. Hey Nicole~
      Actually, I do these faces to strangers a lot, because I don't have time to make a big fuss about it lol Yes their faces are hilarious! But sometimes I want to punch them in their face haha! It's great to see that you've got a method to handle these things!
      Thanks a lot for your helpful comment <3

      Ohh I see... I don't mind at all^^ Everyone has got a different opinion~ What are your fav groups?

      Yeah! Thanks a lot for nominating me c: I'm so glad~

  12. I'm so glad you stood up for yourself and that you have amazing and supportive friends around you! If there's anything I've learned it's that jerks are unhappy with themselves and take it out on other people, so stray strong. :)

    1. I'm so grateful~ Ohh I think that you are 100% right! People who are unhappy, try to make others feel their pain too >< Quite sad!
      Thanks for leaving a comment <3

  13. Thanks Jenny for your comment on my post but unfortunately I've let go of thedream to be a manga artist already (via my Liebstar award post) *cries* It's just I never thought there was a way and now I've graduated studying Maths and Finance - I have to keep my life... on the same path (An Asian Reason! Lol!) But I don't think I'd ever stop being an Otaku and I would always be drawing! Hopefully I'll casually start drawing my own manga as a hobby you know?! Either way, thank you so much for your support though! It meant A LOT! Considering I gave it up and all :') Thank you very much! :D

    Nicole x

    1. Oh that's also the reason why it's a 'dream' because it actually is :') It was suppose to have some sort of cheesey link haha

    2. It sounds so sad! :/ I know it's hard to survive as a manga artist lol! Well, I hope that you will never give up drawing! Maybe there will be an opportunity in the future....Who knows? Giving up your dream is a pretty hard choice, but I can understand your decision...! At least you tried c:


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